To My 17 year old self,
Dear G,
I know you feel like the entire world is against you and that no one gives a shit if you die or not. I'm here to tell you, you do matter and the feelings you're feeling are completely normal and understandable under the circumstances. There will be a better life, and you will be able to see it with eyes wide open someday. You can choose to believe it or not, but I'm here to tell you that everyone feels what you feel on some level or another. You are not alone, even if you think you might be. Talk to whoever will listen, cause they'll probably get it. Put the pills away, put the gun and the knives away and go out into the world and make your mark because one day you will be full of regret! Show those who hurt you what you're made of, which we both know... is one tough, bad ass person who can do anything you set your mind to! Now, go get 'em! (You know, I think this letter still works today, for the both of us!)
Love, ME!
