Jan 25, 2012

front doors and back doors and complications

You're fucked up! But don't worry about it, so am I.

Where the problem lies is, we all spend way too much time trying to hide how fucked up we all really are.  We're all so self obsessed that we fail to realize that everyone else is just as fucking crazy as we are.  We are all Shakespearean actors putting on the performances of a life time every time that front door opens. Only when we give someone the key to our backdoor do we see with our eyes wide open.  We fail to realize that there is no greener pastures, there is no rainbow to be found, there is no prince(ss) charming coming to whisk us away. We are all insanely alone, even when we're surrounded by people because no one can experience the world the exact same way that we do.  But the trick is, to find that someone whose fucked upness doesn't fuck up our fucked up even more than it already is. Understand? It's complicated, I know.

The most wonderful part of this is.... this is the good stuff of life.  This is the cake AND the icing. This is the bottle of Christie's every night of the week! This is the gold man! Don't ever stop searching, until you're completely sure you're sleeping with the treasure every damn night!!!!

(I  actually recorded myself talking about this, and was going to do a video blog... but I just can't get it to upload, so fuck it.)