my wings are coming in!

A shift is happening.  I feel like I'm on the edge of something wonderful...  Hell, I'm ALMOST to the point of where I see my employers screwing me over as a blessing.  But, If it weren't for the worry of how I'm going to support myself, I think I'd feel ecstatically wonderful about where my life is going.  I don't know that I've felt that..... ever.  Fashionably late... yea, that's what I'll call it!  I'm fashionably late to my life...