Sitting here lost in the music all day long.
My thoughts are in full throttle.
Last night, something shifted.
After the full blowout 2 weeks ago,
her attitude has slowly changed.
I'm left to figure out the reasons and
if it's temporary or permanent. Hell, I don't know.
I'm more confused than ever.
So many U-turns, new things... my circuits
are on overload. The only thing I know
with complete and utter certainty is...
I want to sit under a tree and just chew gum
and talk about life, and other stuff.
Would it be wrong to end this with a, "fuck it!" ? Who cares!?! Fuck it!
